I am just a regular, everyday, normal guy and I can admit it pretty easily. I hate lying other as much as I hate lying myself. I am far from being an alpha male. I know that those guys are confident and most of the times they are really well-spoken. I have neither of those two qualities. In fact, I am a pretty shy person. Even though I tend to hang out with my friends pretty often I am certainly not an essential part. Frankly speaking, they probably would not be bothered at all if I suddenly disappeared. That is harsh but I believe that it is true. And no, I am not depressed. I believe that I speak the truth. However, I am working on it. I plan to change myself and I plan to change my lifestyle a bit. I want to get in shape, that is the first thing. I know that it will be definitely easier than changing my mindset. I believe that if I start working out and eat properly I will change my physique a lot. I am a regular guy now but I plan on getting a bit bulk. I am working on diet plans with one of my friends; some diet plans which will help me to become a stronger individual. Full of red meat and stuff like that. It will help me to get a little bit more aggressive as well. You know... pump my testosterone a bit. I guess its sleeping now.